hhhhh
malam...
dingin...
aku bingung...
harus kah aku mengikuti kata hati,
yang tak ingin kau pergi.
atau kah mundur dan menjauh,
karena aku tak yakin hatiku akan berlabuh.
ada perasaan iri dan nyeri ketika kau bersamanya,
tapi juga bahagia melihat kau bisa tersenyum dan tertawa.
apakah aku harus mempertahankan rasa yang memang ada untukmu
apakah aku harus menutup mata dan telinga dan tetap merasakan kau ada
apakah aku cukup pantas untuk mencoba berjalan disampingmu
atau kah aku harus mundur dan menjauh,
karena aku tak yakin hatiku akan berlabuh
.......
biasa cing.....galau, dan gundah gulana.
I Miss U
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible,
because u think that they don't miss u?
missing someone is terrible but at the same time,
it's a sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering
if u meant anything to them
thinking if they ever care about you
Rushing to the phone rings, hoping that it's him/her,
Looking out of the window hoping that they will
surprise u by appearing downstairs,
Laying on your bed,
thinking of the best time you were out together,
thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again,
talking about everything
your dreams, plans, future......
Sitting infront of the TV but thinking of him/her
and missing the final episode of your favourite show
Loggin on to the internet hoping to see him/her online
when u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return to your page.
you will start worrying if he/she okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up I guess
It exposes you to loneliness
it teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling known as empitness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone,
you know that you really care and u indulge in the
feeling of loving and caring for them.
But missing someone and not knowing if they feel the same is terrible. you feel as if you are being left alone.
so if u miss someone, tell them and let them know.
at the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy and paranoia.
If you are the one being missed and u know it....
let the other know if u miss them too, tell them.
Don't let them wait
Good and Evil
Orang pendek paling suka melihat sepatu orang lain,
Orang botak paling suka melihat topi orang lain.
apakah sepatu itu yang membuatnya kelihatan lebih tinggi?
apakah topi itu dipakai untuk menutupi kebotakan?
Orang yang punya "hati yang baik" belum tentu punya "perbuatan yang baik". biasanya mereka hanya tau "suatu kebaikan", tetapi tidak bisa "menyebarkan kebaikan"; tapi mungkin juga mereka tahu apa yang baik dan apa yang jahat, tetapi hanya untuk diri mereka sendiri. Sebaliknya, orang yang mempunyai "perbuatan baik", belum tentu punya "hati yang baik". banyak orang yang melakukan perbuatan baik, atau beramal, hanya untuk mencari nama, atau popularitas. Atau, untuk mencari ketenangan hati.
Tapi kita bisa memastikan: seseorang yang berbuat baik, walaupun itu palsu, masih lebih baik dari mereka yang hanya bisa mengucapkan kata-kata yang baik, tapi tidak pernah melakukan perbuatan baik karena bagaimanapun juga, perbuatan baik itu nyata. Bagaimanapun juga dia telah melakukan suatu perbuatan yang baik.
karena sifat manusia itu jelek dan jahat,
kita tidak bisa mengenalnya.
karena sifat manusia baik,
kita tidak bisa tidak memahaminya
(from the book called "Good and Evil" by Jusra Chandra)
I Need U
I need my hand to write u a poet and all the sweetest things about u
I need my feet so I can be right beside you everytime u need me
I need my ears to hear a good things from u
I need my eyes to see your beauty every single day
I need my nose to smelled the scent of your perfume
I need my finger to touch your body
I need my lips to kiss you from head to toe
I need my mouth so I can wishper in your ears to tell you how much I love you
I need my heart to know how you feel
and now.....
I Need U coz' you are the piece of the puzzle I need
to make my life full and complete
hhmmm......susah yah kalo lagi jatuh cinta :)
So Good!
love is usually demanding,
motivating,
or frustating.
love is often irrational,
painful, and
unpredictable.
love is sometimes impulsive,
oppressive,
or destructive.
but when it's right, love is.....
so good!!!!
admit guys...hehehe, gw juga pernah ngalamin hal ini. tapi kadang gw ga pernah mau ngakuin kalo gw
turns out to be a jerk or even a saint kalo lagi jatuh cinta! iya kan????
